Saturday, April 13, 2013

big big girl big big world

Poignancy. thats what i feel ryte now.

my heart feel so sting. growing up sucks. living in college sucks. not able to finish my study right in time is also suxx.
i feel so stupid and such a lazy pig. how come i didnt pass my first shot while others can. simply because im too lazy to read all books i should do and now im paying the price. hiks hiks hiks

whats becoming even worse becos too many people put their hope high on me so that i feel so guilty that i will let them down.

huwaa i feel so much pain in my heart, brain, literally my shoulder feel so heavy ryte now.
trapped in situation when im sick with fairytale and realize happily ever after does exist if u WORK ASS HARDLY. ngek ngok.

i DO feel the sorrow when ure trying to sleep and when u open ur eyes, the first thing in mind is that i didnt pass it. so i should really make sure i nail my second chance and finish my thesis figgin soon.

anw im watching We Got Married tv show to release my pain. guess what, Taecyon is such a hottie and his pseud-wifey is sok cute, and oon, and not cute at all. geezz emma wu i hate u why u so luckyyyyyyyy

i luv u taecyon one of my imaginary boyfriend.

my top list imaginary boyfriend:
1. mario maurer
2. taecyon
3. andrew garfield
4. dave the laugh
5. christian grey

and btw, im taken in real life. boooo... hahahhahaha